a wee update

So, it looks like i'm getting an ultrasound and an x-ray to see if I have a tear in my muscle. Then I might have to get a MRI because there is a chance that I have a sport hernia.
My hopes were high after Friday nights game, thinking that I might be good to go for the rest of the season. But then came Tuesday nights game - and the pain is back. And so is the question why? Why is the pain back? C'mon this is my eighth week of physio!
I keep on reminding myself that I have to keep a good perspective. There is absolutely nothing I can do about it. I think that the book Soul Surfer by Bethany Hamilton, and watching her movie yesterday for the first time being out on DVD, has been inspiring me and encouraging me knowing that there is more to summer than soccer. The only thing to do at  this point is to change my perspective - to know that something good is going to come out of this. That this is for a reason - for a purpose. This is a part of God's plan for my life. I look to Bethany Hamilton for inspiration because you really think that, that shark could have killed her. She could have had more damage done that might disable her from surfing for the rest of her life - but it didn't. I'm not done playing soccer, and soccer is done with me. God isn't finished with me yet. And i'm not ready to give up, and neither is my hip.
I've got a tournament this weekend - I leave on Saturday. Friday I have a physio appointment, and an x-ray and ultrasound planned. We will know Friday if playing in this tournament is a good idea.
All I can do is pray. Because I know, God is stronger than my hip flexor. God is stronger than an ultrasound, x-ray and MRI. God is stronger than a physio appointment. God is stronger than all the teams in this upcoming tournament. God is stronger, and greater. He will never fail me, nor my hip flexor. So I'm leaving it up to Him, and we'll wait to see the results on Friday.
Thank-you Bethany for your inspiration and for changing your perspective.

~amy

let's review

Here is a little review of my long 6 week time off of soccer....

Week 1: Right after winning the Stratford tournament, got word from my coaches - no physical activity
Week 2: First trip to physio. Was introduced to stretching and icing 3 times a day and have been going to physio twice a week ever since.
Week 3: Tried practicing on it, and it hurt. Missed the game the next day.
Week 4: Tried practicing again, and it didn't hurt. Played the game on Wednesday and only lasted 10-15 minutes then had to come off and ice it.
Week 5: Bed rest - couldn't even stand or walk for long periods of time. Missed a game.
Week 6: Off to Braeside camp. Still no physical activity - only walking. Missed a game.
Week 7: Practice Monday and Wednesday at 70% - no pain!
             Game Friday night under the lights - no pain at all!!!

Physio said that this injury normally takes 1-3 weeks to heal if you’re doing the right things like stretching and icing and going to physio. Mine took 6 - there was major damage done!
A girl (who is also a soccer player) asked me, "How are you handling not being able to play? I would be crying every night."..... "Really, at this point," I replied, "there is nothing that you can do about it." (I didn't tell her that I broke down once....only once though.) And that's what I kept on re - enforcing on myself.

Before I left on my journey to London, I listened to this song and said this prayer:
"God I still thank you for the talent of playing soccer - along with the many opportunities that I've had along the way. I want to finish this season playing - to glorify and honor You. Prove to me tonight, God, that you will never fail me. Tonight is the night that my hip is going to have no pain. You are stronger than my hip. You are stronger than any treatment. Prove to me this is true - tonight is the night, God.

Friday night, under the lights, God proved to me that one thing does remain - He will never fail me. He showed me that He will remain in any situation no matter how long, 1-3 weeks or 6. Failing isn't in my vocab so why would it be in His?
We did loose that night. But after the game, I had no reason to be upset and complain - my hip wasn't hurting. I came off the field hugging my coaches, with a huge smile on my face. I was happier than any game we could ever win.

~amy

Alex

This past week I was braeside youth camp. This is my second year going. Although it was somewhat boring because I couldn't do any physical activity...the services were still awesome, and powerful.

One of the counselors I have known for three years now, was there. It was like we reunited. We were so happy to see each other and get caught up on the latest news. His name is Alex, and if you know him then you would agree that he's awesome. His personality, his kindness, and also how he knows how to make everything entertaining and fun, but is so passionate about God and centering everything he does around Him.
As we were packing up the van to leave, he and I walked over to the bookstore where his wife was, so I could say hi. It was great to see her again. The 10-15 minute conversation was pretty special. Of course it geared into soccer, after talking about my injury. From there we started talking about where I wanted to go with my life, what were my plans, (and he threw in the questions how old I was now, and what grade I was in). His shining personality and never giving up spirit inspired me, once again, to keep going through this soccer journey. He made that very, very clear. As I was walking away, we were getting the few last words in....

Alex: "I'll be watching you in the World Cup in 2015. You can play then right?"
Me: "Yup, I'll be 19!"
Alex: "Ok, I'll be watching. And then I can say, see that girl...ya, I counseled her"
Me: Ok! (smiling)

How can you ever give up when a counselor at a camp, who I only get to see once every year, believes so much in you? I can't think of a reason. Can you?

~amy

Alex Morgan & Abby Wambach

one week ago the women's World Cup 2011 concluded with Japan taking home victory; winning in a shootout. i was very disappointed as i had my hopes set on the US national team. i fell in love with a few players, and thought that they had the best chance of winning. but like i said before in an earlier blog post, expect the unexpected. Japan proved themselves this tournament. 2 of my favorite players on the US women's national soccer team are Abby Wambach, and Alex Morgan.

Abby Wambach is a 31. she is one of the best strikers in the world. in the finals of the world cup, she scored her 122 international goal, and of course with her head, which is like her famous goal.

my favorite thing about Abby Wambach is how humble she is. even though she is one of the best players in the world, she speaks so highly of her team mates. she is so quick to point out how they assisted her and that she couldn't have scored with out her team mates. that's impressive. i also love her attitude. the camera has caught her many times smiling on the field when the ball goes over or wide or the goalie saves it. she doesn't get mad or frustrated; she just accepts that this is soccer, and this is how the game goes. she appreciates the game so much. why not have a little fun during your favorite sport during the biggest soccer tournament in the world right?

                          

Alex Morgan is 22, she is the youngest player on the team, and also plays forward. i fell in love with Alex this World Cup, because i think that she really stepped up. she scored two fantastic goals in the tournament. even though she was only playing 15-20 minutes at a game; she gave it her all in those moments and took it all in (and scored). i feel like she is setting an example, even being the youngest on the team. the older girls look up to her because she has proven herself to be a strong player, no matter the size, age, or experience level. i think that this tournament was like the start of her future. she proved to her coaches that she can handle the pressure. from this tournament on Alex has an exciting future ahead of her, possibly starting the game soon.

           ~first person Alex hugged after her goal: Abby       ~right after goal

              Wambach

these two soccer players inspire me. i want to be humble like Abby Wambach, and enjoy the sport as much as she does. i want players to look to me to make a difference in the game when we need some impact on how were playing, just like Alex Morgan. i want to be an example, just like these two athletes have proven themselves worthy of being.

~amy

2015

DID YOU HEAR? the 2015 women's World Cup is in Canada!!! they announced yesterday that it is going to be a coast to coast tournament - so they will literally be playing in different provinces all across Canada.
in about 4 years from now (I'M GOING TO BE 19 :) ), i'll be somewhere else in Canada cheering for my favorite team at the time, and possibly laying eyes on some of these soccer players that i love and look up to!
if i'm not in the World Cup....i'll be volunteering....and if i'm not volunteering....i'll be watching :) I can not wait!!! The countdown starts now!

~amy

Shaun White ~ snowboarder

the other day i was reading the Olympic Diary. it is basically a look through the Olympics, with tons of great pictures. i did my research on Shaun White, and all i have to say is WOW! and wow again. i was reading his bio in awe. he is an amazing guy. his life has been jam packed with sports, not to mention some difficulties along the way. at only the age of one he endured two major surgeries correcting a heart defect. you would never think that, and never imagine that, knowing that he was playing soccer, surfing, and snowboarding at a young age. and i diffidently never would have thought that, looking at him today. but what a great story to share. he overcame so much and is on
top of the world now. 

Shaun started skiing at first. he lived in California. ya, no ski mountains there. but his family would take road trips to a mountain for the weekend. Shaun proved himself fearless, because that young, he was racing down the hills at full speed with his older brother Jesse. at age six his mom made him try snowboarding. thinking that it would slow him down, Shaun's mom told him to do exactly what his brother did. at the age of 7, he entered his first amateur contest - and won. he got a wild card to nationals and came just outside of top 10. his mom sent a homemade video to Burton. at that time they were creating a kid-sized snowboard line. they were impressed and offered him a deal, at the age of 7. with the support of Burton, he turned pro at 13. just stop and say wow. that is amazing. his first year of his teen years, and he was offered a deal of a life time. Shaun is now a professional. he is doing his favorite sport.

his life is pure bliss. and it only gets better from here. from then on Shaun entered many competitions and was winning all of them.

because Shaun is amazing at snowboarding, he has many skills at skate boarding. at the age of 9, he met Tony Hawk, and he helped Shaun turn pro by the age of 17.  in 2003 he became the first athlete ever to compete and medal in both the summer and winter Games in two different sports. the 2006 Olympics came along, and Shaun got gold. four years later came the 2010 Olympic Games, and he also got gold there. Shaun also has a talent as a businessman. he and his brother created their own line of t-shirts. and two video games - which are doing amazing!

Did I mention Shaun is only 24?! He hasn't even lived half of his life yet. He has been, seen and gone through so much, and his life is literally just getting started. Shaun inspires me to live one of my mottos - live with zero regrets. he is living his life to the fullest, and tackling every opportunity that comes his way.

Shaun didn't see any obstacles and nothing was stopping him, result: he turned pro at such a young age. he just focused on the end reward. with that in mind, it inspires me to go after my own dreams and goals. this young man with crazy hair is still going far. life is his to own right now. see you in 2014 - on the tv! :)

~ amy

the shirt

as a reminder of this blog....i got 'the shirt' made. 

this shirt is a reminder of one of my favorite soccer players and to play as strong as she does every game. it has been cool to watch Amy Rodriguez play in the world cup - to watch her give it her all, create plays, and react with her teammates.
so, as i wear this shirt to work out or to soccer practices, it is a reminder to give my best. this simple shirt reminds me of the video i watched when i first fell in love with this soccer player that seemed to be my older 'twin'.
ever since this injury of mine became this serious, all i have been doing is watching the US national women's soccer team prepare for the world cup - videos from YouTube of them working out, practicing, and interviews. although it makes me wish i could play soccer even more, it is encouraging and inspiring to see what they went through to get to the World Cup. so, i might need to get a few more shirts made (after watching and falling in love again with a few other athletes)....but first I have to paint my coaches garage since she is the one who paid for the shirt! :)

AND don't forget, the finals of the women's world cup is on Sunday! USA vs. Japan..... Go USA!!! :)
(i'm still waiting for my girl, Amy, to score a goal!!! maybe if i wear this shirt she will on Sunday?!)

~amy